![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png){kind=small}
[ the way thorns spends his entire shower wondering if he needs to write an apology letter to kitten or something. he has no idea how to send it to her... the chances of elysium handing over her contact info are low, considering he barely talks about her already.
...
he did not bring clothes with him in here. but he does have a towel, so thorns just wraps that around himself and quietly walks out to get his change of clothing. he was assuming elysium was still asleep, but he is gone??? somewhere??? ]
...
he did not bring clothes with him in here. but he does have a towel, so thorns just wraps that around himself and quietly walks out to get his change of clothing. he was assuming elysium was still asleep, but he is gone??? somewhere??? ]
[ this is so delusional, their luck is below the ground.
there is a point where someone actually enters the cargo hold. thorns freezes, and he tries to make sure that elysium is out of view. thankfully, the crew members are not aware that there are people stowed away on the ship, so they aren't really looking around and just go straight for what they came in here for.
thorns judges them for being so noisy... it is still not daylight... people are trying to sleep, assholes... ]
there is a point where someone actually enters the cargo hold. thorns freezes, and he tries to make sure that elysium is out of view. thankfully, the crew members are not aware that there are people stowed away on the ship, so they aren't really looking around and just go straight for what they came in here for.
thorns judges them for being so noisy... it is still not daylight... people are trying to sleep, assholes... ]
[ thorns needs to stop thinking about kitten he can't let a person that doesn't exist win
elysium just trudges back into the room miserably, sets a bag of water and fruit at the foot of thorns' bed, then collapses back into his own face first. dies a second time. ]
elysium just trudges back into the room miserably, sets a bag of water and fruit at the foot of thorns' bed, then collapses back into his own face first. dies a second time. ]
[ oh he is so dead. why did they do this.
he will get water to pathetically sip at and then climb back into his own bed. he has a lot to consider... elysium had accused him of trying to make him fall in love with him again (that is not what he said). does thorns just want to keep elysium's attention for himself? what does that mean exactly?
he should not be doing character analysis of himself while he has a pounding headache but here we are. ]
he will get water to pathetically sip at and then climb back into his own bed. he has a lot to consider... elysium had accused him of trying to make him fall in love with him again (that is not what he said). does thorns just want to keep elysium's attention for himself? what does that mean exactly?
he should not be doing character analysis of himself while he has a pounding headache but here we are. ]
[ this is hell!!!!
... thorns just quietly pads over to elysium's bed and does the creepy thing of watch him sleep. he is not quite sure what he is trying to figure out but he knows it is not good. perhaps he should go back to that cliff and live there forever...? ]
... thorns just quietly pads over to elysium's bed and does the creepy thing of watch him sleep. he is not quite sure what he is trying to figure out but he knows it is not good. perhaps he should go back to that cliff and live there forever...? ]
I'm starting to think I spoil you too much.
[ is this a problem? has thorns been letting elysium get away with things for too long?
the answer is yes, of course. even when thorns complains about elysium's actions, he still just lets him get away with it now. the most they may do is just smack each other but isn't that often followed by kisses to make it better...? this is fucked up. ]
[ is this a problem? has thorns been letting elysium get away with things for too long?
the answer is yes, of course. even when thorns complains about elysium's actions, he still just lets him get away with it now. the most they may do is just smack each other but isn't that often followed by kisses to make it better...? this is fucked up. ]
Isn't it fine because I spoil you, too?
[ it feels almost like their roles have flipped. elysium used to overthink every little thing, always worrying about how their relationship might unravel and how it'll come between the many other things they had in their lives. it had seemed easier to stay friends: one less burden for thorns, one less risk for him. it's possible there's a timeline out there where they didn't have to rush headlong into their feelings, where things simply fell into place on their own, but that ship has long sailed.
in this timeline, the only question that mattered was: once he had thorns again, could he ever let go?
the answer is no. whatever he wants to indulge in, whatever thorns craves in return—they've agreed to gracelessly fall together. ]
Kiss me back.
[ he is so openly demanding… he kisses thorns again, adding a bite to it this time. ]
[ it feels almost like their roles have flipped. elysium used to overthink every little thing, always worrying about how their relationship might unravel and how it'll come between the many other things they had in their lives. it had seemed easier to stay friends: one less burden for thorns, one less risk for him. it's possible there's a timeline out there where they didn't have to rush headlong into their feelings, where things simply fell into place on their own, but that ship has long sailed.
in this timeline, the only question that mattered was: once he had thorns again, could he ever let go?
the answer is no. whatever he wants to indulge in, whatever thorns craves in return—they've agreed to gracelessly fall together. ]
Kiss me back.
[ he is so openly demanding… he kisses thorns again, adding a bite to it this time. ]
[ the longer thorns accepts this the worse it's just going to get. after everything elysium did to stage it so they didn't share a bed together… sniff.
holding thorns' arm is not enough. it escalates into elysium using it as a pillow, nuzzling his face into it. he is so much more trapped than before. ]
holding thorns' arm is not enough. it escalates into elysium using it as a pillow, nuzzling his face into it. he is so much more trapped than before. ]
See? Now you know how I felt.
[ when elysium didn't kiss him back before... rude.
but thorns very easily does give in, even though he just commented on how easily he's been doing this. it really doesn't matter if he wonders if they spoil each other too much or not. neither of them are going to change anything about that at this point, so there's no point in thinking about it. ]
You really are pampered.
[ when elysium didn't kiss him back before... rude.
but thorns very easily does give in, even though he just commented on how easily he's been doing this. it really doesn't matter if he wonders if they spoil each other too much or not. neither of them are going to change anything about that at this point, so there's no point in thinking about it. ]
You really are pampered.
To be fair, you never said to say it back.
[ there is nothing remotely fair about this. between them, some things are simply meant to be reciprocated, and when they aren't, the silence and inaction cuts deeper than any physical wound ever would. asking outright only peels back another layer of defenses, exposing you further to rejection.
this is where thorns is kinder than him, unfortunately. this is deeply ill. ]
Who made it so I couldn't live without him, huh?
[ he very gently coaxes thorns' mouth open. they are so beyond being vanilla. ]
[ there is nothing remotely fair about this. between them, some things are simply meant to be reciprocated, and when they aren't, the silence and inaction cuts deeper than any physical wound ever would. asking outright only peels back another layer of defenses, exposing you further to rejection.
this is where thorns is kinder than him, unfortunately. this is deeply ill. ]
Who made it so I couldn't live without him, huh?
[ he very gently coaxes thorns' mouth open. they are so beyond being vanilla. ]
Page 26 of 150
- «
- 1
- 2
- 3
- 4
- 5
- 6
- 7
- 8
- 9
- 10
- 11
- 12
- 13
- 14
- 15
- 16
- 17
- 18
- 19
- 20
- 21
- 22
- 23
- 24
- 25
- 26
- 27
- 28
- 29
- 30
- 31
- 32
- 33
- 34
- 35
- 36
- 37
- 38
- 39
- 40
- 41
- 42
- 43
- 44
- 45
- 46
- 47
- 48
- 49
- 50
- 51
- 52
- 53
- 54
- 55
- 56
- 57
- 58
- 59
- 60
- 61
- 62
- 63
- 64
- 65
- 66
- 67
- 68
- 69
- 70
- 71
- 72
- 73
- 74
- 75
- 76
- 77
- 78
- 79
- 80
- 81
- 82
- 83
- 84
- 85
- 86
- 87
- 88
- 89
- 90
- 91
- 92
- 93
- 94
- 95
- 96
- 97
- 98
- 99
- 100
- 101
- 102
- 103
- 104
- 105
- 106
- 107
- 108
- 109
- 110
- 111
- 112
- 113
- 114
- 115
- 116
- 117
- 118
- 119
- 120
- 121
- 122
- 123
- 124
- 125
- 126
- 127
- 128
- 129
- 130
- 131
- 132
- 133
- 134
- 135
- 136
- 137
- 138
- 139
- 140
- 141
- 142
- 143
- 144
- 145
- 146
- 147
- 148
- 149
- 150
- »
Page 26 of 150