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[personal profile] selfconcept 2026-01-08 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ughhhhhh stop he can't feel anything carnal during this daze period... ]

"You should have said something if you didn't want me to bite."
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[





continues to thoughtshare how hien wanted to keep going.
]

I'm starting to think that's where all your energy goes and this laziness of yours is just a cover-up.
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[personal profile] selfconcept 2026-01-08 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"What...? My first time was with you."

[ Hien is thinking "how can that even be possible when I lived so long and have been just as lazy". He isn't thinking about anything else. ]
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[personal profile] transmit 2026-01-08 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
You knew exactly what you wanted…

[ he gives him a look that implies he thinks there's more to this than that?

he doesn't believe you. binch
]
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[personal profile] selfconcept 2026-01-08 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah? Of course I would know what I want."

[ ????? ]
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[personal profile] transmit 2026-01-08 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
That's even more impressive. You use all your energy thinking about it.

[ like he's come to some new understanding of hien. ]

Wow…
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[personal profile] selfconcept 2026-01-08 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Hien looks a bit unimpressed. ]

"Why do you keep making me out to be some sort of carnal beast..."
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[







he has nothing to say because he doesn't think this is wrong.
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1/2

[personal profile] selfconcept 2026-01-08 11:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[









ok
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"You can believe whatever you want, but..."
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[personal profile] selfconcept 2026-01-08 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
"Do you regret getting to know me?"
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[personal profile] transmit 2026-01-08 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ well.

he's not about to lie. not for this.
]

If you keep asking after my happiness, I might.
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[personal profile] selfconcept 2026-01-08 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Hien frowns a little, but relaxes his expression shortly after. You sure know how to effortlessly break a heart, Elysium. He can't even ask if it's really that wrong to do such a thing. ]

"Right, so it's a burden."

[ like how he is the burden ]
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[personal profile] transmit 2026-01-08 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it is very wrong to ask emotionally unavailable men to be emotionally available with their feelings of vulnerability, yes. in elysium's case it is his currently very tenuous relationship with happiness. ]

It is. It's enough for me to be content.

[ well, he isn't wrong. there are enough people emotionally invested in him that it's giving him hives, but he isn't about to say that to his lil teens. never mind he technically isn't that far off from them in age, whatever. ]
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[personal profile] selfconcept 2026-01-08 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's fine. Teens are people too. ]

"But are you? You keep doing things that make me think otherwise."
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1/2

[personal profile] transmit 2026-01-08 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ just a slight moment in which he makes eye contact, gaze almost narrowing. ]
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[personal profile] transmit 2026-01-08 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
… Well. It'll have to be. We'll see.

[ what




is there to see?????
]
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[personal profile] selfconcept 2026-01-08 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He has been looking at Elysium this entire time while walking and he gets the feeling that he shouldn't push more than this. ]

"... Fine."

[ He quietly sighs, knowing that he comes with all these things. It's fine. He's aware.

They reach the Heart.
]

"Thanks for spending time with me, even though a part of you probably didn't like that very much. I'll see you later."

[ He disappears in a blink of an eye, figuring that he should leave as soon as possible for Elysium's comfort. ]