[ me like what haven't you put hien through at this point. okay.
but he accepts being righted, as what else can he do? fading in and out of consciousness, he bites down on his cheek if only to drag himself back to reality. he misses at first, his vision splotchy blurs of colour. but he eventually manages to take bith the water and the medicine with a trembling hand.
he's gone over the average dosage. that isn't good. he really needs to get it together. ]
… My case was on the milder end of it and was stable until recently. If you're worried… don't be. It'll be at least… a year… before we really need to start worrying.
[ they do not talk about the steep decline until then, as he assumes he'll be well out of here before it becomes blatantly obvious. it's fine. ]
[ He's gone through a lot........ living long with his own toxic yaoi doesn't help make it better
Anyway, it's really hard to believe that when he sees the oripathy do such a number on Elysium firsthand. He's felt it too, that day, how much it suffocates and hurts so much to the point of tears. He wants to talk about it. He really does. However, Hien will keep his mouth shut. ]
"... I can take you—"
[ —to his room, until he remembers that he was probably rooming with Thorns?
[ it's fine because that's just the originium trying to coalesce :)… once it becomes a shiny rock, it passes, until however long it takes for the next cycle.
anyhow. ]
… It'll kick in soon. Don't. I don't want to run into anyone or anything else.
[ expecting an actual answer from him is hilarious. he stays quiet until he's sure he can balance on his own feet, then slowly disentangles himself from hien and staggers back. he doesn't quite look all there. ]
Aren't you curious what this week's maze is going to be? It should be up soon.
[ Hien feels even more concerned when he sees Elysium in his current state. He lets him go, but will be ready to catch him at any time. That's why he keeps an eye on him instead of the maze, and there's not much that will get him to look away. ]
"... I've never been curious about it. I can always learn later, one way or another."
he lets out a soft breath. it's hard to tell what emotion it carries, his expression locked into a carefully stiff smile. ]
That was your cue to say you were and go check it out.
[ as time passes, it gets easier to steady himself, deep breaths evening out before he rolls his shoulders back into something resembling posture that feels more familiar. ]
… Is pity what's keeping you here? Or is it an inability to look away from someone who’s struggling? If I had to pick, I'd say neither sounds right.
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but he accepts being righted, as what else can he do? fading in and out of consciousness, he bites down on his cheek if only to drag himself back to reality. he misses at first, his vision splotchy blurs of colour. but he eventually manages to take bith the water and the medicine with a trembling hand.
he's gone over the average dosage. that isn't good. he really needs to get it together. ]
… My case was on the milder end of it and was stable until recently. If you're worried… don't be. It'll be at least… a year… before we really need to start worrying.
[ they do not talk about the steep decline until then, as he assumes he'll be well out of here before it becomes blatantly obvious. it's fine. ]
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Anyway, it's really hard to believe that when he sees the oripathy do such a number on Elysium firsthand. He's felt it too, that day, how much it suffocates and hurts so much to the point of tears. He wants to talk about it. He really does. However, Hien will keep his mouth shut. ]
"... I can take you—"
[ —to his room, until he remembers that he was probably rooming with Thorns?
... ]
"—to a bed. Can you stand?"
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anyhow. ]
… It'll kick in soon. Don't. I don't want to run into anyone or anything else.
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Hien still keeps his hand on Elysium's shoulder to help him balance. ]
"Do you want to stay up here?"
[ It's a genuine question, nonjudgmental. ]
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Aren't you curious what this week's maze is going to be? It should be up soon.
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"... I've never been curious about it. I can always learn later, one way or another."
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he lets out a soft breath. it's hard to tell what emotion it carries, his expression locked into a carefully stiff smile. ]
That was your cue to say you were and go check it out.
[ as time passes, it gets easier to steady himself, deep breaths evening out before he rolls his shoulders back into something resembling posture that feels more familiar. ]
… Is pity what's keeping you here? Or is it an inability to look away from someone who’s struggling? If I had to pick, I'd say neither sounds right.
[ like he's taunting an answer out of hien. ]
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Hien looks at the smile, hears his words, and ]
"Do you really want to know why?"
[ calls him out, as if it'll be something Elysium doesn't want to hear. ]
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You look like you've been wanting to say something this entire time. Why hold back?
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But that's all he does. Wait. ]
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they're feet pictures. ]
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... ... ...
??? ]
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You're the one who had his hand out…
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"Is this your way of telling me you want pictures of mine..."
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[
dumps the rest of the feet pictures onto hien since in this universe i do not need to hold onto them to shitpost. ]
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Hien looks through them some more. ]
"Some of you need pedicures. Jeez."
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[ excuse him as he tries to
book it from this roof. as hien is distracted by feet. ]
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Okay. ]