[ no… elysium is simply living by the time-old philosophy of expecting nothing, so he can't be disappointed by whatever happens. he gives thorns a wry smile. ]
[ he bumps shoulders again with thorns, laughing. ]
Calling you my compañero de vida will probably get too long-winded after a while. But there's no substitute for that, so I guess we are stuck with just Elysium and Thorns.
[ it was just one of those dialogue options that locked them into the platonic route for the next year. it's fine. elysium is the master of self-sabotage…
[ it has been so long since he's been able to do this…… but one of the reasons he knows about the spot is that it isn't the first time he's watched people at the helm like a creep.
but it is different when it's under his hands. different when he's allowed to be here without the high stakes of others' lives and able to fully immerse himself in the moment. the wind presses against his hair, the saline bite of the sea fills his lungs.
[ exhibit a for why he should be doing a better job of maintaining distance: his hand twists instinctively to catch thorns', leaving him awkwardly holding on as he scrambles for an excuse.
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Are we steering together now?
[ desperately tries to make it sound like a tease. ]
[ imagine if he just jerked it in a random direction and startled everyone awake. this could've been so much worse—he could've reacted so much worse—he deserves a medal. ]
You guess? [ he flattens thorns' hand on the wheel, his own still wrapped around it. ] We're literally charting a path right now, aren't we? Where are we off to?
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[ he stares at him. ]
Ely...?
[ no, that seems too common... ]
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Yes?
[ then belatedly… he dies. (internally) ]
That's an easy one.
[ canon will never give us his name. sorry thorns. ]
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[ he goes silent again as he becomes lost in thought.
he is really serious about this nickname thing. ]
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[ he nudges his shoulder, a gesture that's as teasing as it is encouraging.
people probably don't give him nicknames on the sole basis of how annoying he is. he does not need that much power. ]
But if you're looking for something more exclusive, you are my only hermano.
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[ WHY IS ELYSIUM BROZONING HIMSELF ]
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looks at that one elythorns event they called mi hermano. ]
Telling you that defeats the purpose of you settling on one yourself. What sounds right?
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Pajarito...
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[
the longest stretch of silence along with a stare. following that, he offers thorns a pat on the shoulder. ]
You know what? Let's quit while we're ahead. [ … ] Thorns.
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... ]
It doesn't matter if you're taller than me...
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Does it feel right to you?
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but he redirects his attention to the ocean. ]
Elysium.
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Calling you my compañero de vida will probably get too long-winded after a while. But there's no substitute for that, so I guess we are stuck with just Elysium and Thorns.
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[ it still feels like he failed a test somehow, but there's not much he can do about that now. ]
Come here.
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but he takes a step closer. ]
Yeah?
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Steer.
[ and he waits to see. ]
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but it is different when it's under his hands. different when he's allowed to be here without the high stakes of others' lives and able to fully immerse himself in the moment. the wind presses against his hair, the saline bite of the sea fills his lungs.
this must be what it feels like to be free. ]
A guy could get used to this.
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[ he watches elysium from where he's at, and he thinks of how this looks so natural and right, like a puzzle piece sliding into place.
he reminds himself that he'll have to leave eventually, and takes a step forward so he can fix the positioning of one of elysium's hands. ]
This is better.
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… ]
Are we steering together now?
[ desperately tries to make it sound like a tease. ]
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at first he thought elysium was just trying to catch his attention, although the method is... odd. he looks at their hands then at elysium's face. ]
I guess we are?
[ friend jokes are so funny haha ]
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You guess? [ he flattens thorns' hand on the wheel, his own still wrapped around it. ] We're literally charting a path right now, aren't we? Where are we off to?
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but thorns really is thinking that it's nice to be friends who can do this... elysium is so silly? ]
Hm? You can't tell me? Look at the sky.
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As the captain, shouldn't you be telling me?
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[ he expects a lot from him, apparently. thorns just waits for what elysium says... ]
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Where your heart has decided to take us…
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he sighs. ]
I guess this is too much responsibility for you so soon.
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