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[ WHY DIDN'T THIS SEND

they really had to be on their best behaviour for so long (their best behaviour which counts as everyone else's worst behaviour) ]

I do. But you could always love me more, mi luz.

[ he is now competing against a capybara for thorns' attention his life is so hard

they were relatively normal until they started banging again. much to think about. ]

[ thorns is unaware that this is in reference to trying to beat a capybara, so he thinks elysium is just being his normal amount of needy.

but he will answer him by sucking on the skin at his collarbone. it has truly been too long since he's left a mark. ]

Is it possible to love you more than I already do?

[ by now, getting jealous over the smallest things is just his baseline level of neediness, unfortunately.

he tilts his head without hesitation offering thorns better access. ]

I love you; te amo; 我爱你; я тебя люблю. Until you love me every way there is on Terra—I think so.

[ he is... ridiculous?

he continues to bite at the spot, making elysium's skin darken. his hand, meanwhile, moves between them so that he can run his fingers along elysium's length. ]

I love you more than anyone ever could.

[ new life goal: bang everywhere on the continent

even more unfortunate that this is exactly the kind of stupid thing they would want. ]

If you don't keep reminding me, I'll forget. [ his body tightens under thorns' touch, breath hitching in his throat. ] I've missed this. You better not hold back tonight.

[ they need to die. ]

[ the worst thing is that they could probably actually achieve this goal as long as they don't blow up first. terrible.

even more terrible is the fact that elysium's praise just makes thorns press on harder. he does not point out that both of them should hold back because they do, in fact, need to do a lot of walking. they literally made this same mistake before they arrived at the last town but no one ever learns. ]

I want you to feel me for days.

[ they can walk back the idea of attaching a carrot in front of docybara and hoping he can navigate himself towards their destination. or, they just let him go wherever they want and accept wherever he leads them as part of their journey. that's fine, too.

maybe they'll learn if they're ever punished for real, but that's harder when they've essentially gotten worse every time they have. ]

Only for days? Surely you can do better than that, mi vida.

[ he wants to be useless so bad ]

[ they really need to con their way into a resort stay so elysium can live a pampered life.

but thorns will try to direct them to the ground instead of standing. will elysium sit down now...? he wants to get into his lap. ]

Should I carry you everywhere?

[ thorns and elysium's working holiday life… except they'd get fired for constantly fooling around.

with thorns having significantly worked him up though, he is a lot more amenable to being guided. he's as simple as docybara. ]

Were you not planning on taking responsibility? That's not even a question. [ as elysium attempts to walk anyway. ] You have to.

[ he bites at thorns just for having to ask. ]

[ elysium is so annoying

but okay. thorns will make elysium sit and then settles between his legs, settling as close against him as he can in this position. his hand, meanwhile, grasps onto both of their lengths... couple handjob (that is not what this is called). ]

You're really demanding.

[ couple handjob…

all this means is that elyisum is free to leave his marks now and grope thorns wherever he pleases. okay. they are so hopeless. ]

It's one of the things you love about me, isn't it? I never leave you guessing about how much I want you.

[ SHAMELESS ]

Is that so? Hm, I'm not sure if I can tell.

[ this is such a lie, thorns is fully aware that elysium is obsessed with him.

he quickens the pace of his hand. ]

You may need to remind me.

[ it's mean to ask questions or to make requests when they're in the middle of something. truly, it would be so easy to get lost in the haze of his pleasure if his infatuation with thorns hadn't become a core part of his personality.

so, he sinks his fingers into thorns' thighs, grounding himself with a slow, controlled breath even as sparks run down his spine. ]

How do you want me to prove it? I've already given you all of me.

You can't think of how to give me more? I'm disappointed.

[ this is an absurd ask, as anything more brings them right back to unhealthy life choices.

he thinks, vaguely, that they need lube. they tried this without it once and elysium could not walk for so long. ]

Can you tell me when you feel close?

[ he can think of a way to give thorns more, though it would cross a boundary they could never walk back from, at least from this timeline. the thought flickers across his face, blanking his expression for the span of a heartbeat before the sensation of thorns' touch pulls him right back to reality. he blinks, breath catching, steadying himself by resting his forehead on thorns' shoulder. ]

I've only ever wanted to show you the good parts of me. The handsome, the cool, the reliable. [ his teeth begin to scrape along thorns' neck, gradually sinking deeper and deeper into his skin. ] But if you want to accept the bad and the ugly… well! Since all of me in my world's yours, isn't the only thing left bringing you into mine?

[ and so he bites for real, intent on leaving a mark that will bloom for days. ]

I've been close, love.

Mm. [ ... ] You shouldn't worry too much about good or ugly. You're only ever beautiful to me.

[ he's already accepted the ugly parts of him, to the point where it has objectively done more harm than good for them as people. but once you start turning your a blind eye to things in order to keep your life as close to picturesque as possible, it's difficult to stop that course. especially when you don't have much inclination to.

but the confirmation is all he really needs to keep going, until he can feel himself hit the tipping point and spill over his own hand. he keeps going, trying to make sure elysium isn't too far behind him. ]

This is why you get taken advantage of so easily, mi luz. You really should be less weak to pretty faces. [ well. he already knows it's only one (1) pretty face that he's weak to specifically, but anything to cut the weight of what's just been said.

objectively, they're far worse versions of themselves. but one could make the argument—the justification—that it took becoming these versions of themselves to finally grasp their concepts of a happy ending rather than chasing vague, ambiguous ideals. so are they? really? for whom, and for what purpose did they need to forge their own iberia, when what truly mattered had been in front of them all along? ] Don't forget what you've said today.

I love you.

[ in a litany that never seems to end, those words keep spilling out as they're both brought closer and closer to the edge. he covers thorns' hands with his own to ensure they reach their crescendo together, and even long after the high subsides, he clings to thorns and doesn't let go. he can't, and he won't, even if it means dragging thorns down to greater and greater depths each and every time they find themselves wrapped around each other.

does thorns realise how much closer they're creeping to inevitable double suicide end. does he. ]

[ it's fine this is normal for a relationship...

but thorns makes no attempt to move. they will have to clean up at some point, but they can face reality later. even though they had their own private space at the town, they were always aware that they were in a space with other people. but here, in the dark of the night with only the stars as quiet witnesses, it's so easy to forget that the world exists for more than just them.

although even when they have that reminder, they still treat it as such. never think about how many timelines they restarted, that they essentially changed the lives of other people. it's fine. ]

Hey.

[ docybara is right there…

but they are once again back to marinating in their own filth. he's thinking that thorns will probably suggest cleaning up in the next few minutes, so he just shakes his head and clings harder.

no… ]

You didn't say it back.

[ says it aloud unlike thorns. ]

[ docybara is different.....

thorns snorts, and presses a kiss to the side of elysium's face. ]

I love you. I love you more than the sea and stars, mi vida.

[ docybara has more rights than literally anyone else on the planet…

also. when will thorns learn that it's okay to tell elysium no. he seems content with thorns' reciprocation until he isn't, as within the next few seconds, thorns is flipped onto his back. ]

Heheh. Round two. After taunting me earlier, you can't be done so soon.

[ the sudden movement does manage to catch him by surprise, and his reaction time is a few seconds too slow to try to reverse it.

alright. ]

Oh, you hold grudges?

The night's only getting started.

[ so much for watching the stars. watching thorns is way better of a past time anyway, from a completely objective perspective.

well. he does a lot more than just watch thorns, lowering himself back to his length and licking a clean strip from base to tip. ]

Keep up.

[ like, they do not have a proper shower or bath for how freaky elysium wants to get but whatever. they have always only made good decisions. ]

[ it's a problem for later them. they do not have to worry about it now.

he shudders at the contact, lifting his head enough so that he's able to watch. ]

I'm waiting for you to impress me.

[ back to pvp ]

[ pvping is their default state ]

That's not the reaction of someone who isn't impressed.

[ teasing thorns' tip with lazily drawn circles, he smiles against it. ]

Are you shy? It's fine to be a little more honest.

[ if he can afford to be honest, anyway. because immediately after, he goes to town attempting to work thorns back up to full mast. ]

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